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2012-01-05T22:28:00.000-08:00

Today;s my day off ! Ho yeah. I dont feel like going out today. I know, this is suprising :p Im too lazy to take a shower and get ready so i decided to stay home and DO NOTHING! Isnt that cool? Well, it is for me cuz i rarely spending my time with family since i started working. So todaaaaay, im staying home ! Hopefully i can tahan myself from going out. Was thinking about going out tonight to catch a movie with Apit, but im too lazy to go out to buy the tickets. Plus im not in the mood for movies. So maybe next time. What i hate the most about this job is, my day off is not the same as Apit's ! Whenever im free, he's working. While he's free, im working. Sigh sigh sigh, haha over sampai 3 kali. Yeah i am that frustrated. Nevermind, once i quit my job (which is in April), im gonna spend my time with him and of course my friends too ! Well, thats another 4 months to go. Its a good thing that time flies so fast now.

2012-01-05T10:10:00.000-08:00

Hello dear Bloggers ! :)

Oh my God, feels like ages since the last time i updated my blog. Oh wells, orang busy kan. Ok im joking la of course. Literally. But yaa i've been busy. First with SPM then life after SPM.... it was awesome as i expected, hehe. Now im recruiting a job!! Actually mmg dh kerja dh pun. Almost a month. Alhamdulillah, working life okay je. My working mates pun okay. So im okay-er than okay ! Hehe. So yeaaa, now im so so busy sampai takda masa nak pamper myself :"( Sobs. I miss staying up late, waking up late, being a lazy ass and moooore. Ah! I miss lepas SPM. But i enjoyed myself while working. So okay la. I love my job and nak pampaer tu byk masa ada lagi kan (sedapkan hati). I'll be working till April, InsyaAllah. After that baru relax and settle all the things bout studies and lisence. Too lazy to get my driving lessons done. Ah who cares. It has no difference at all. Ada lesen ke takde still boleh bwk kereta. Ok la ada difference sikit, legal and illegally. For now, lets just put that aside.

I cant believe my school life has ended, and im turning 18 this year! What the hell. How fast time flies. Well of course im missing my school life, where bittersweet memories are made. Hm i miss my friends so so much. And the teachers too! School was fun actually but idk why i was so lazy to go to school back then. Now baru menyesal. Sigh.

Everything seems great now. Life, Realtionship, Friends and Family. Semua la ! Im glad that im in this condition, Alhamdulillah. I hope it'll stay this way forever. Amin

2011-09-26T10:14:00.000-07:00

Oh God pleeeease take me away from all these guilty pleasures !

SPM is just around the corner and i am so not ready. I dnt know why im behaving like this, i shud be studying and revising everyday. But all i do is, wasting my time each and every single day. Everytime SPM came to mind, i feel like jumping off a cliff or something so that i wouldnt be facing it soon. Hm, i knw its a dumb thing to do. ( that i wont do in million years ) Im terrified. Seriously am. The closer i am to SPM, the more distracted i am. Please God please, make me focus more on my studies, im begging here :"(

2011-09-26T10:07:00.000-07:00

I talk to myself, most of the time.

I heard my voice talking in my mind about random things. I know i may sound ridiculous here but i know they come from deep down of my soul. Sometimes im loving it but sometimes i dont. Im not sure whether its a good thing or the other way around? Lord knows.

2011-09-15T03:50:00.000-07:00

Happy Birhday Baby Girl !

2011-08-27T14:09:00.000-07:00

Goodmorning Lovers !

Yesterday i went shopping with my family, it was a whole lot of fun... but tiring. We went to One Utama, it took us forever to find a parking space, ramai gila orang. Hell yeah, weekends plus its already school holiday. Was thinking about getting a haircut before going but didnt get the chance to since we're running late. I think im going to get it today, insyaAllah. I only bought 3 tops and 2 jeans. Gonna continue some more shopping today at Pavilion, tehehe. I totally forgotten to buy new eyeliner and lingeries for myself. It sucks when we forgot to buy things that are the most important. This is not the first time i forget to buy these things, man i seriously need a reminder. We got home right on time for berbuka, well to be true, we're a couple of minutes late. Nasib baik harini berbuka at my cousin's house so we dont have to make any preparation. Blame my brothers for that! Cuz they wanted to buy their playstation stuff at Ampang Point. I had 4 hours of sleep after berbuka cuz i dont feel well. My body's week, temperature's rising and my head ached so bad as if was hit by a frying pan. Im not lying, it was THAT BAD. So i woke up at 1 something sebab mama kejut suruh makan KFC, hahaha. I was like ''Ha?! KFC time time mcmni". Well, thats my family. They lav late night supper. I cant wait to go out tomorrow and shooooooppinggg!! *bimbo style*

2011-08-26T11:28:00.000-07:00

Its 2 a.m in the morning. I cant sleep and im extremely starving. So do all my family members. We're thinking about going out to get late night supper since mama's craving for KFC. My mum usually not into fast foods, but idk what has got into her tiba tiba teringin nak makan KFC. My brothers are cleaning up the attic and my mum is ... i dont really know what she's up to, and abah went out to the mosque. This is so boring, i dont know what to do!

I seriously got a serious issue about my skin. Im not joking, its a massivefuckingly issue.
Zits all over my face and you dont wanna know bout the scars, man.. they're horrible. Told my parents about it and im a bit reliefed knowing they're gonna get some medication for me from the skin specialist. Alhamdulillah. But still! Its gonna take a while cuz after raya kan trial. Middle fingers up to those who tetapkan trial betul2 after raya, you guys are a bunch of horrific human being. Sorry for the harsh words but yes i am pissed !

Met kak kong just now while hanging out with Apit, she's back in Malaysia after months of working in Turkhmenistan, she's looking good tho.

So tomorrow my family and i will be going to One Utama to shop. Lets pray to God that its not going to be too crowded there. Balik kampung la semua orang, jangan duduk sini ! And oh, i think Apit is probably on his way to Ipoh, im hoping that him and his family will arrive safely, Amin. Drive safely sayang, gonna miss you much. XX

2011-08-24T19:54:00.000-07:00


I Love Them To Bits !

2011-08-24T19:39:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps, I'm back on track !

Pity my little bloggie here, been abandoned for like two months isn't it? Oh well, im a very very very busy person (yeah right). Do you guys ever noticed that most of my update started with something like 'been so long since the last time updated my blog bla bla bla' and all. Yeah, i rarely update my blog now. Its not like there's nothing been going on, theres MUCH have come and go but yknow i didnt have the right time to spill em all here. By the time i have this precious laptop with me, cerita tu pun dah basi so nak update pun mcm dah tak best, hehe.

So, its 26th of Ramadhan, which means Raya is just around the corner. And when Raya comes, the closer i am to SPM trial. Can you do me a favour? Shoot or kill me now. Choose one. Cuz i havent get all the chapters covered yet. As by saying that, you'll now how 'impressive' my results would be. Ahh ! Im depressed ! I can see birds and stars above my head and my hair is all over the place. Okay, im exaggerating things but that would be acceptable to describe how miserable i am now. Im too lazy to get my brain start working and bury my head in books *shows how pathetic am i*. Distractions everywhere!! Can someone please drag me to somewhere that is far away frm all these guilty pleasures? I bet you all know how appealing they are, mhhhm ! Okay, back to my story. So i havent started shopping for Raya yet, just a pair of Baju Kurung which is Grey in color. Yes, Grey is the theme color this year. Mama said that we're gonna shop some more this Saturday, so SATURDAY PLEASE COME FASTER!! I just cant wait to burn those ringgits, hahaha. Hm yeah i do sounds like a millionare's daughter, ' burn those ringgits ', IN MAH DREAM YO. Whatever, still gonna use it anyways. As the years before, i will be celebrating raya in KL. Yah, aku takde kampung. Lucky to those yang ada kampung, i envy you, envy you very much indeed! I was thinking about changing the way i dress this year.... should i? Something like more feminine i guess? Cuz i think the tee's, jerseys, pleated shirts are outdated. Im not the type of girl who dress up based on trends, i wear what i wanna wear. But i think, i should shuffle up my wardrobe a lil bit. The same look over and over again, aint cool, aint cool. I dnt know, i'll make up my mind later.

2011-06-04T03:23:00.000-07:00

Hey you guys.
Im in Penang. I got nothing to do here cuz im having a high fever. Yeah, being sick during holiday does sucks, BIG TIME. They're all out having fun while im here stuck in the hotel room by the window, writing this. Well, its 4th June, 1 more month till my birthday, YEAYURHHH!! Hehe. So far, June hasnt treat me well. Things happens, but i gotta be strong. Sometimes i do feel like i cant go through life anymore but im totally wrong. Ni dugaan drpd Allah, maybe he wants me to dekatkan diri lagi dengan dia and i am sure that he'd plan something good for me, InsyaAllah, Amin. I know how hard life would be, He'll always be by my side helping me. Well good things comes to those who have to wait :)

2011-05-20T14:43:00.000-07:00

Morning ! :)

Its 5 a.m in the morning and im not sleepy at all. This is boring.
Soooo, where to start, hmmmm. Okay, i screwed up my English paper. This is the first time rasa paper english susah gila gila. And the worst part is, i didnt manage to finished my second essay on paper 1. Its a sad case, i feel like crying. No more A this time :'( But i wasnt the only one who's facing this problem, ramai jugak yang tak sempat siapkan. I feel a slight of relief when i heard that. I didnt go anywhere after school, since im fasting. And mama made me vegetable soup for buka puasa :) Love it. I love vegetable soup so much, especially yang ada tofu and foo chok. Ahh, super yums! I was late for tuition because buka puasa kan.
Then I went out with family just now, for a midnight movie. We watched Thor, finally ! The movie was great, absolutely great. It reminds me of my childhood days, cuz i used to watched the cartoon version of Thor, Hulk, Captain America and all. Yes, im a big fan of Marvel's eversince i was a kid. After the movie, we head up to Pelita Ampang, lepak lepak makan minum as usual. Then we went home. Now here i am, writing this.

I might be going to Penang on the 27th. Im super excited. Cuz its been a while since the last time i went there. Its gonna be fun ! Hehe. I love holidays ♥

2011-05-13T22:52:00.000-07:00

When Boredom Strikes

Morning loves! Or should i say, evening? Hehe.

I just woke up. Nobody's home except me and my younger brother, Iskandar. Abang Ammar has gone out, dating, i guess. Mama is at her friend's house and she brought my two sisters along with her. Abah's away to Penang. Can you imagine how sunyi this house is?! I am extremely bored. I know i should be studying now since my next paper is on Wednesday, but im not in the mood for studying. Nak buat apa study kalau tak masuk otak kan? Hehe.

Actually i have nothing to write about. Tapi disebabkan boring, im forcing myself to write about something. Feels like im writing an english essay for an exam. Hehe, whatever. Im being honest here. I'll write some more later, xo !

2011-05-11T01:55:00.000-07:00

Wow, its been two months since the last time i updated my blog.

Lots of stuffs been going on so i havent got the time to get online and all.

Life's been good, Alhamdulillah.

But i gotta say, 2011 been treating me so well.

Eventhough a lot of things have changed.

Some are good and some are not so good.
( I dont wanna say the word 'bad'.)

Which i just did -.-

These couple of months i spend most of my time training for softball.

Yes, i am tanned. You cant imagine how tan i am now. Burnn baby burrnnn~

But i dont really mind about it.

So the tournament went well. And was a whole lot of fun!

I forgot to mention that we won third place, yay for us Panthers! :) Hehe

Alhamdulillah. All our hardworks have been repayed.

The times i've had with Panthers will never be forgotten. Especially the part we turn the bus into a night club!

Hahaha, it was funny though. We were singing and dancing like freaks.

I Miss Panthers Already :'(

And i love every one of them very much.

We're not only team mates, we're family ♥

2011-02-26T18:04:00.000-08:00

Morning !

I just woke up, idk why im up so early.

Okayy, soooo, what shall i do now?

*thinking.. thinking...

Hahaha, lame tak buat *thinking* tuu? Kalau lame pun tkpe. Tak kisah :P

Kay, lets talk.

Today i'll be going out my two favourite girls, Jiha and Bella.

Its been so long since the last time i went out with them.

Yeah, me and my not-in-the-mood nak keluar.

I hate crowded places, like soo much.

Call me LAME.

Hey, i was born to be like this kay. I didnt ask for it ;P

I miss our girls day out, sleepovers, sneakouts, breakfasts, late night movies like awwwhh :'(

I wish i could turn back time and play those days over and over again.

Well that's impossible. I knoww.

Can someone please invent a time machine?!

2008 and 2009 are ze best. No doubt!

Everytime i think about those things i've done throughout those years, mannn i could cry.

I miss all the good times :')

2011-02-25T18:55:00.000-08:00

Hey people! Its been so long i havent update my blog.

Do you ever feel like spilling all your stories here but cant find the right way to say them?

Yeah, thats my problem.

So much things happened, there are goods and bads. Well thats life.

Currently my life has been well, Alhamdulillah.

February test just ended, literally, hehe.

The last paper has been postponed to Monday, cuz there's some preparation for PIBG.

*which my parents never attend

I suck at Math and Accounts very much.

Those two subjects's papers were really really hard, for me. But everyone seems okay with em'. And some do get an A for them. Im stressed out!

But then it soothes down when Qaiyum told me that i might get an A for science coz he helped our science teacher marking the papers.

Omg, please do come true, please please please!

I have nothing much to say here.

But im forcing myself to write about something.

Kay, too-much-information aite?

I better end this here, later sweethearts! ♥

I lalalalalove this :')

2010-12-19T18:05:00.000-08:00

2010-12-18T13:30:00.000-08:00

I Am Totally A Different Person When It Comes To Love.

2010-12-10T04:12:00.000-08:00

Straight forward, marah. Simpan dalam, cakap hypocrite.

You got issues.

They're driving me nuts. I cant understand peoples nowadays. They're calling people hypocrites, fake and stuffs but do they can handle the truth? If we just say to them whats discomforting us, they'll be mad and never want to talk to us again. But if we dont, we act like nothing happen they'll call us hypocrites. What do they really want? I just dont get it.

2010-12-08T10:07:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Mimin! ♥

2010-12-03T02:07:00.001-08:00

Happy Birthday Abang Ammar! ♥

2010-12-01T05:39:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a tiring day, i went out with my Aunty and cousin, Kak Ida. She's getting married on February, and she wants me to be her bridesmaid :D Hihi, awesome! The theme is garden wedding, and i am excited! So, we have to find two perfect outfits for me. We went to lots for places. Was tiring, really. Trying this outfit and that, walk here walk there, bla bla. Very tiring, but fun ♥ At last we went to Somerset Bay in sogo and we found a perfect dress. PERFECT. It was flawless! Its grey, with beadings and stuff. Love it love it love it. We've decided to take that dress, but then i remembered. Wasnt i suppose to be the bridesmaid? Shouldnt i suppose to dress decently and formal? The dress was a perfect dress for garden wedding but the length of the skirt was not suitable for bridesmaid to wear. Its kinda short, knee length. We just looove that dress, and its hard to find another dress that as gorgeous as that! Then we went to Sungei Wang and went to Metrojaya. We went to Somerset Bay again (in Metrojaya) hoping that there will be a dress as nice as the grey dress. And there we went browsing and browsing and browsing, finally my Aunty called me and show me this black floral dress, Its a long dress. Im not really into it but they said it was beautiful. I just cant say no, its her wedding kan. So yeah, i went to the fitting room and try it on. They said it was lovely, but i have to wear a cardigan on top since it was a tube dress. So we bought a long floral dress and a black cardigan with beadings. I love the short cardigan :) hehe. And the second outfit is a Black Kebaya, we got it from Dzull. I like this one too! After that we went home. And i hang out with Apit for a while, and went to Alia's house to celebrate Tok Lan's birthday.

So there goes my tiring dayy. Toodles !

2010-11-29T06:43:00.000-08:00

So far so good, i guess.

I just got home. Went out with my Aunt just now, had dinner with her. Just the two of us and it was awesome. Havent hang out with her quite a while coz im having this fever, and still am. I missed her, well she's like my second mother. She's like my diary. I told her everything, well mostly. And she's never stop giving me those useful advices and support. She understands me really well. Okay, lets move on. And so we had dinner and did window shopping for a while, then we decided to go home coz im not feeling well. When i got home, there's nobody's home except for my father. So she teman me at home for a while. She'll be no longer staying at BA anymore, she's moving to Melawati. And i think its kinda cool. I cant wait helping her with decos and stuff. I've heard that the house was nice and simple. I havent seen the house yet, so hopefully it's great. And oh, i forgot to tell about the surprise birthday party! I've planned it with my mon and cousins. So we do it on the birthday eve. It turns out great! she had no idea that we are going to surprise her. And yes, she was surprised :)

So lets move on to another topic, shall we?

I just got a good news. Finally, life gets better. Alhamdulillah. Everything going just fine, hopefully. And yes, a lot of things changed, in a good way. I am so thrilled! i just dont know what to say, I just want to thank Allah for His such beautiful gifts ♥

2010-11-28T14:10:00.000-08:00

Its 5 a.m in the morning and i am still awake.

2010-11-28T13:54:00.000-08:00

Im feeling like updating my blog but i dont know what to write about.

Im at home, alone. Peaceful but boring. Thanks to Mimin for giving me ideas to write about. Love you♥ This weekend is nothing but a piece of crap. My boyfriend is away to Perlis or Kedah, i cant remember, hehe and im having this fever that is full-of-torture. I cant sleep at night because of the athma and sore throat, i slept at 8 a.m in the morning and wake up at 3 p.m in the evening ! I only ate twice a day and drink lots and lots of warm water. Lying on the couch and watch tv. I didnt text with my boyfriend at all! He's busy doing the cleanings and stuffs so i dont want to kacau him. That makes me more boring, but thanks to Hakim, he makes my boredom flown away. His texts never failed making me laughing like hell. I miss hanging out with him ;'( and there's one time, i called him just to laugh, because i just cant stand laughing alone like a cracked bimbo. Hehe. There goes my weekend.

Im looking forward to watch Rapunzel. I am so excited! Fever, please go away, please please please :( I wanna watch it, BADLY! Oh myy, i am so hungry right now. Really really hungry. I dont know what to eat. I lost my appetite. I was thinking about having tomyam. But then i remembered that i'm having sore throat, damn it! So i'll pass. Just for the time being. Hehe. I gotta go. I'll write some more. Toodles ♥

2010-11-20T00:32:00.000-08:00

Today is Hari Raya Aidil Adha/Korban and i feel gooood ! :)

But i didnt wake up early today, i woke up at 9 something. So i've missed subuh and Raya prayer. Not cool. As always, i bathed, get dressed and went downstairs. Everybody were all dressed up and looking nice and neat, except for my mother coz she's busy in the kitchen. Hehe. They're all wearing Baju Kurung and Baju Melayu so i've decided to wear Baju Kurung too. I went to my room and start searching for my Baju Kurung, then i found this brown kebaya of mine when i was in form 1 or standard six. Can't recall. It is still in a good condition so i've decided to try it on. Aaaand, it fits ! After getting my hair done, i went downstairs again. My younger brother had gone out with abah. I think they went to the mosque for Korban thingy, but Abg Ammar was still here and didnt stop eating. He eats A LOT. Then i helped mama susun kuih and hidangkan all the dishes. Oh yeah! I forgot to mention about the foood.

Yesterday my aunties and cousins and uncles came to my house. We went out for breakfast and bought groceries for making preparations for Raya. Then we came back to my house to cook those things. Mak long make the rendang, Mak ngah make the kuah kacang and my mother make the Laksa. Variety right? I knoww :) And so we spent the whole afternoon in the kitchen. After cooking, we've cleaned the house together. It was fun and tiring! But then mak ngah and mak long went out for a while, so there's me with the mop mopping the house ALONE. Then at night *raya eve, Mak Long, Pak Jang and Mak Ngah's family came over and we have dinner together, and yes, makan yg kitorang mkn are those we cooked on the afternoon. They were all great and very delicious. Then we gather at the living room and chit chatting, laughing and gossiping.Was fun, really fun. Especially with ze cousins. Wish Mak Dak and Mak Su's family could join us. And this is whhy i woke up late today, coz i was tired helping them with the cooking and cleaning.

This year we celebrate it on the Raya Eve. I think its more fun, idk why. hehe. It's been a long time since the last time we celebrated Raya Haji together. And yes, we all missed Opah so much :'(

2010-11-16T20:12:00.001-08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha .

♥

2010-11-15T05:36:00.000-08:00

Im feeling like deleting all my older posts.

I've been on this blog since February 2009. There's a lot of things that i've spilled in here, the goods and bads, the ups and downs. So i've been thinking about deleting them. I dont know why, i just felt annoyed with em'. And yes, it sounds pathetic coz i wrote em' all by myself and now im totally sick of it. But then i had a second thought, i think i shouldnt do it coz they're memories. What shud i do? ;(

2010-11-14T21:09:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i wish for A New Life.

Its not like i didnt like the way it is now. I like it and even loving it, but theres something that shouldnt be in my mind. I need a new beginning or should i call it, - a fresh new start. I want to go somewhere that could change my life, a place that i could be myself and be free. Meeting new peoples. Making friends, and have ze world-bestest-friend. No bad memories in mind. Thinks and acts positively. Appreciating and accepting people for the way they are. Forgiving and live happily. Where care and respects are given to one another. Surrounded by understanding and humble peoples.

2010-11-08T15:56:00.000-08:00

Morning !

Im in Penang.

I cant sleep last night. I had a massive flu and allergy.

It is because of I ate sambal belacan and prawn at Mak Dak's house,

but it was AWESOME.

Ha, itu lah effect dia.

This allergy thingy is an absolute torture.

I kept on sneezing and the worst part is, my whole face was itchy, like VERY itchy.

And oh, i forgot to mention that Mak Dak has 2 cats, and yessss,

they're making my flu even worse.

So there goes my first night in Penang. Not so great.

And todaaay, i feel so much better!

Alhamdulillah.

Im gonna go get some breakfast, im starving.

Later ♥

2010-10-28T19:45:00.000-07:00

YAY! EXAM'S OVEEERRRR!

Im extremely relieved now. My final's over.
Means, no more studying. Well, for now.
Macamana pun I have to prepare for SPM. I think im gonna start concentrating on my studies on December.
Taking Form 4 and Form 5 tuitions.
Form 4 for revising. Yes, i really do need that.
Oh god, please let me do great on my SPM next year. Amin :)

Im learning.

2010-10-04T06:08:00.000-07:00

Dear god,

When i woke up this morning, i realise something. Im a big girl now. Im all grown up.

I can't act like i'm a little girl anymore.

The time flies so fast, i can barely feel it.

I've done a lot of mistakes before, and sins too.

I've got tempted by wonders that've been blinded me all this time.

I realise that i was going too far from reality.

I almost forgot who was in few years back.

I did things i shouldnt do.

I've hurted people's feelings before.

God, please make me change to a better person.

Amin.

2010-10-04T05:43:00.000-07:00

Jangan dengki dengan orang, tak baik .

Currently, im addicted to this song !

2010-10-03T18:01:00.000-07:00

You're like riding a bicycle
you never forget
No I, never forgot about you
And as each summer passes by
I can't help but wonder why
I'm still thinkin bout you

It's like your driving every Ford truck passing by
Like your names written in the clouds in the sky
Like a mirage on a hot day playin tricks on my mind
oh boy, your like la da da di da da da da di da da di da da da

You're every song in my head
playing over again
like a broken record, stuck on replay

And my thoughts dance around like a
two steppin crowd
on a Saturday night in Tennessee

It's like your driving every Ford truck passing by
Like your names written in the clouds in the sky
Like a mirage on a hot day playin tricks on my mind
oh boy, your like la da da di da da da da di da da di da da da

And I'd swallow the air in between
you and me to make you
more than a bitter sweet memory

And the thought of you with someone knew
is driving me crazy
do you ever feel the too?

Like I'm driving every four door passing by
Is my names written in the clouds in your sky
Like a mirage on a hot day playin tricks on your mind
I hope it's like la da da di da da da da di da da di da da da

Your like riding a bicycle
You just can't forget
No, I never forgot about you

Random

2010-10-02T10:32:00.000-07:00

Facts About Adlina

# Im a girl.

# I dont wear make up.

# I dont like purple and pink.

# Im not tall and not that short.

# I dont wear heels.
# I dont dress to impress.
# I only leave the house with something really comfortable.
# Im not fashionable.

# I love shopping.

# I love dressup games.

# Im a big fan of Disney's Princess and Barbie.

# I dont have favourite colour.

# Shy at first.

# I have a boyfriend.

# I dont cheat.

# I dont like Justin Bieber but his songs are quite okay.

# Usher, Channing Tatum and Enrique Iglesias are my current obsession.

# I've been a hypocrite, backstabber and a liar before. And it sucks.

# I tried to change my self. Hope it works. InsyaAllah.

# I find it hard to trust people.

# My dream vacation is going to Florida and California.

# Im addicted to How I Met Your Mother and America's Next Top Model.

# I have no idea why people love watching Gossip Girl.

# Eating is my passion.

# I love studies, but i hate studying.

# Im a lazy bum.

# I love colours very much.

# Im not photogenic.

# I wanna be a successful Event Manager.

# I want to be RICH.

# Im not pretty.

# I want long hair.

# I believe in first impression.

# And i believe in karma.

# Im not good in conversations and making friends.

# Im not friendly.

# I have snobbish face ;(

# I talk to myself.

# Im annoying.

# I love laughing.

# I like people calling me Ad.

# I love looking at the moon and stars, and clouds.

# Im afraid of heights.

# But i really want to try rock climbing.

# Im not perfect.

# I miss my long hair.

# I wanna be as pretty as my friends are.

# I want my dreams coming true.

# I'll fight for something i really wanted so bad.

# If i say i want it, im gonna get it.

# My mood swings.

# Im emotional.

# I dont keep grudge.

# If i dont like you, i'll definitely ignoring you.

:)

2010-08-25T08:45:00.000-07:00

Its Already 15th Day Of Ramadhan :)

Dah 15 hari puasa dah. Tak terasa pun. And i already listened to few Hari Raya Songs.

My heart jumps with exitement everytime i heard them.

I am so into Raya Mood now. But somehow, i will miss Ramadhan so much.

Because every Ramadhan has it's certain memories.

I can't wait till Raya comes.

Everything seems nice and everybody seems happy.

and, KACHING! $$$$

The smell of duit raya which i love so much.

Haha, okay, im joking.

Actually i havent downloaded any Raya Songs untill Hakim played them to me.

Since then i was addicted to Lagu Raya.

I listened to them like most everyday because i love the feeling im having everytime i heard them.

Its really cool.

Everytime when i listen to lagu raya, i started to recall my childhood memories.

That was the most precious thing ever!

I missed it badly, real bad.

It was fun back then when i was a little girl, playing fireworks and bunga api with neighbours and friends.

Shopping for baju raya with family.

Making many types of kuih raya with aunts and cousins.

Laughing and playing around with cousins.

Enjoyed my grandmother's homemade ketupat and rendang.

Went to Penang to celebrate hari raya with my late grandmother :( This is what i missed the most.

I wish i could turn back time and play this over and over again.

0.0

2010-08-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

Its hard to understand people sometimes. And it is very hard to know what their true colour is. What we see in front of us doesnt mean its the same on the inside. We could find some, but its kinda impossible for me. In fact, i believe in first impression. Unbelievable and unpredictable are the most suitable words for humans. People can be faking theirselves and pretending all the way along their lives but pretending doesnt stay too long. Whats the truth still be the truth. They might not know that their true personality is slightly shown without realising it. Truth might be hurting sometimes, but lies are worst.

2010-08-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

I rather be imperfect from the outside than imperfect on the inside.

From a friend to bestfriend to a lover .

2010-08-24T08:55:00.000-07:00

Every each one of us needs a family, a friend and a lover. Obviously we all needed tender, love and care.

When i was younger, i always wished for a prince that could treat me like a princess and live happily ever after. I always wanted to be like Princess Jasmine. I love everything about her. And i always wished for a lover like Aladdin that could take me to a whole new world with him in a magic carpet ride. Thats beautiful :)

Dont you guys ever wished for something like this? I bet you do. If you dont, you should get some therapy from a psycathrist ( is it suppose to spell like this? ) or whatever.

Its good when you have someone that could listen your whinings, someone you could rely on, always be there when you looked back, supports you no matter what happened, believe in every single thing you did and love you the way you are. I always wished for something like these, and Alhamdulillah, i got one now :)

We've been together for almost two years which is from the year 2008.

He is the one who really changed my life. He shows me what true love means and how wonderfull it is to be in love. For sixteen years of living, i have never found a man like you. On our journey to reach this far was not easy. We've been through a lot of anticipation. But no matter how hard it was, he never give up loving me and accept me the way i am. He would done anything just to make me feel happy. He is the one who always be there for me and the only one i could rely on. The one who have faith in me and could tolerate with my egotism. He is the one i trust the most and i have never doubt it. He knows how to cheer me up when im feeling blue ( eventho some of em are not working out ) but still i appreciated your effort baby. Sometimes he even annoys me with his jokes and teases but none of em had failed making me laughing. Every conversation we had, every moments we share and every memories we make will always be the most special thing for me and i will never forget them. And i want you to know that you're always be my bestfriend, my family and only lover :)

Thank you for everything sayang ♥,

Love Always,

Adlina.

2010-08-22T19:36:00.001-07:00

I WANT ENRIQUE IGLESIAS FOR MY NEXT BIRTHDAY PLEAAASE?
♥

Keep getting better and better :)

2010-08-22T19:34:00.000-07:00

Its been a while since the last time i've updated my blog. I've been busy with some stuff lately, plus thunderstorm the other day had wrecked my internet modem. Yeah, it sucks. But however, my mother had bought us a new broadband so i can start updating like i used to. Tee hee :D

There's a lot of stuff that i wanted to share. I dont know where to start actually. Haha.

Well, my life is getting a step closer to happiness, Alhamdulillah :)

For me, condition macam ni is already more than enough. Everything's going really well plus there are certain things that i've realised that i was totally wrong all these while but i didnt even noticed it all happened.

Thank god i did realise now.

I used to think i've do things perfectly and always makes the right decision. But actually i was wrong. Big time. I thought that everything happens because of other's mistakes not mine. And i always blaming on people instead of blaming myself because i was too selfish. i always think about myself and dont think about others. I regret, really do. I wish i could turn back time and fix things up to make em better, but it's an impossible thing to do. All i can do is try to be a better person and always think before doing anything. And thats my promise.

Now im trying to make things better. I do things i refused to do before. Like, studying, praying and much more. Once i've started to do all those things, i feel very calm and slightly wonderfull. I felt comfortable with myself. And yet, i learned to diffrenciate between rights and wrongs. All the uncomfortable feelings that i used to feel had slowly fade away. I learned to see things and think in a good way. I could think rationally now. Im hoping im walking in the right path.

I realised that there's so many things have changed now, including me. There are certain things i do like and dont. No matter how hard for me to adapt things i promise myself that i'll make it through with lots of patience and acceptance. I know God will help me getting all the way through.

And so, im taking this advantage to appologise to everyone if i ever done anything wrong to you guys and i wanted you to know that i never meant to do so.

2010-08-12T10:11:00.001-07:00

Rindu Mimin, Alia, Bella, Nadz, Nadiah, Syaa, Dayang, Syana SAAAANGAT.

Jiha tak rindu. hahahahah

2010-06-20T04:29:00.000-07:00

I hate it when school holidays ended. It was UNCOOL!

2010-06-20T04:09:00.000-07:00

Happy Father's Day Abah :D

2010-06-16T08:45:00.001-07:00

A little bit of appreciation from you would be nice.

2010-06-15T13:20:00.000-07:00

2010-06-15T13:01:00.000-07:00

Im not into these things anymore.

I used to addicted to nail colours. I've collected like 30 of em. But now, i got no interest in them anymore.

*Surprising

I like it to be more naturally.

Odd enuf?

2010-06-15T12:38:00.000-07:00

Okay, im watching football now. Weird right? i knowwww ! I dont really like football before. But i dont know whats got into me, im kinda interested to watch it tonite. Hehe. Whatever. Tonite's match is Brazil vs North Korea. To me, the way they're playing is kinda cute. Haha. I just dont know why. There is one guy, i dont know what the player's name is, he tripped down to the ground. And the way he tripped was cute. Haha, okay, not funny aite. Okay, lets talk about something else.

Yesterday i went out with Jiha, Bella, and Nadiah to celebrate Jiha's birthday. We had fun ♥
We celebrated it at TGI Fridays. It was great. I had fun eventho im not in a good condition. We were laughing, taking funny pictures, gossiping and much more. This should be done more often. Really.
Once again, happy birthday Jiha :D

2010-06-14T09:47:00.000-07:00

Happy Sweet Sixteen Jiha Darling! :D

May this year brings out the best of you.

Love,

adlina ♥

2010-06-09T07:04:00.000-07:00

I LOVE IT !

But I have a confession to make.

I cant wear heels :(
My feet sore badly if i wear it. So saaad.

2010-06-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

Let me tell you about someone that doesnt have her own standpoint.

How do you feel about someone copying every single thing that you did? Well, mostly.
She really annoys me, like seriously. Okay, people have similarities right. I knew that, but this one right here, completely photostat-ing what i did. Clearly! Plus, im not the only one who noticed, my girls did too. I dont mind if she dressed like me or anything, but please dont be another me. People are special in their own ways, and i believe you are too. You just need to let out the true you missy. Grow up, and settle down please. I've told you so many times before, and my girls did too! But you never listen. People would love you for the way you are. pretending doesnt makes you look good. You're making me an icon you know that. Hahahaha, WHOOPSIE! Haha, sorry, i was just joking. For this girl, you know im talking about you. Do think about it. Thanks :D

Yeah Baby

2010-06-03T23:47:00.000-07:00

Its schoooool holiday ! Woooohhhooo.

2010-06-03T05:07:00.001-07:00

When you act like someone else just to fit in, trust me, it wont be long. People wont like you missy.

I'd prefer to be alone.

2010-03-25T03:01:00.000-07:00

I dont know whats got in to me. Im not in the 'socializing' mood. Everything seems wrong to me. March test is just around the corner, im sick and i dont know, the world seems empty to me. These things makes me feel stressfull and clueless. And the worst part is i dont know what i want and i dont know what makes me feel better.

I dont like it this way :(

20th March 2010

2010-03-20T21:37:00.000-07:00

Today is Apit's birthday, soooo

Happy 18th Birthday Baby !

Im wishing all the best for you and i know you'll enjoy being 18 ♥

Me love you honey ^____^

Should i do this?

2010-03-10T23:53:00.001-08:00

"Because he has been a major part of your life, of course you’ll miss him; it’s perfectly normal. It’s like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it out you’re relieved. But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was hurting you does not mean you don’t notice it. It leaves a gap, & sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It’s going to take awhile, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it’s going to hurt."

2010-02-18T01:27:00.001-08:00

Dont tell me what to do.

2010-02-17T21:03:00.000-08:00

Talk and talk and talk and talk.

Talking about other's shortage, but we didnt noticed that we're not good enough to talk about them.

Everybody has their own aptitude and deficit.

Including us.
So why bother talking about people.
Avoiding this thing is quite hard, coz we're just human being.
And sometimes, we accidentaly done this without realizing it.
But trying to dodge this thing is a good thing.
So why shouldnt we give it a try?

Changes In Life

2010-02-17T05:36:00.000-08:00

I've noticed that there's so many changes in my life now. Everything's change, and obviously things arent going well like they used to.
Its getting hard day by day man. I wish i could change the way it is now.
Eveything seems complicated for me, and i got no idea why is this happening.
Is it because of my own mistakes or .... or what?!
Dear god, please make my life easier :(

One Two Three

2010-02-14T03:55:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone and Happy Holiday :)

You Fugly Asshole

2010-01-28T00:56:00.000-08:00

I HATE YOU MOTHER FUCKER!

I dont get it why did you make a stupid rumour about me?
Luckily he's not an idiotic moron like you to believe those things.
Get a life jerk.

I dont like being sick.

2010-01-27T08:47:00.000-08:00

Well, im sick. Again. But this time is the worst. I can barely talk, cakap 2 3 perkataan dah batuk batuk. Damn it :(

Today is the second day i've been skipping school. Kinda hate it coz im gonna miss what the teachers are teaching (ceh ceh) Hehehe. But i really mean it okay.

Staying at home was BORING. What i mean is really boring. I didnt do anything fun, at all !

Layed in bed, watching tv, read magazines, and so on.
I need some fun, help? :(

Boom boom clap, boom de clap de clap.

2010-01-16T19:49:00.000-08:00

Okay, lets TALK!
I am so in the talking mood now. But i got nobody to talk to. Grrr.
Homeworks are killing me ! Like seriously. I've tons of homeworks and only 10% of it were done.
There's so much thing to get done in so little time.
Headache headache headache!

Im not in a good condition now, im stressing and having a massive sore throat. Seems like fever is making its way to me, again.
I dont want to be sick :(

Nowadays i slept early and woke up early.
My life seems miserable, but i dont know whats bothering me.
I cant wait for my school life's ends.
College life seems fun and exciting.
But hey, time flies quickly. I dont have to worry much :)

School school school

2010-01-07T22:17:00.000-08:00

Wheeeeew, its been a while since the last time i updated my blog. I've been busy lately with school and some other stuffs. Jyeah, homeworks, helping out my aunty for doing some preparations for her son's wedding and blah blah. Well, i just got back from school, and yaaaaaay tomorrow's weekend! Woohoo. Time for fun fun :D But still i have to fill my time doing homeworks. How sad is that. Haha, whatever. I slept earlier than before. Around 11 i'll already feeling sleepy. Cool huh? I know!

You know what, i got no idea why parents have to take our phone away.

Its not that if kitorang takde phone then we'll surely be studying. But hell no, that is so wrong.

They took my phone away after 10 pm. Grrr, that is so lame.

Alahh, mcm tak boleh tukar simcard en? hahahah.
One problem solved :) Tee heee !

I miss my boyfriend sooo much :(

I didnt met him since the last time we went out together.

That was before the school was open, and before i went to Penang. Its already more than a week :(

I dont have enough time to spend for him, im so sorry sayang.

But somehow, i will make some time for you k?

I love you ♥

Happy New Year :)

2009-12-31T18:27:00.000-08:00

2009 was a whole crap of me. A lot if things happen, and most of it are bad things. My life seems sucks too. How i wish i could turn back time :( All i can do is learn from the wrongs and keep up the goods. Im hoping that 2010 will be a blast. Three more days, the school days begins. I am so not excited -____-!

Happy New Year All,

Cheers~

Gloomy Days

2009-12-20T01:04:00.000-08:00

Its been a while i havent spending time with my girlfriends. I miss them a lot! After all the things that the neighbours been talking about us, i must seldomly going out around here. And guess what, i've started to hate this place. Because of them, my parents didint trust me like they used to. I dont care if they're talking shit about me, but when it comes to i'd lost my parents's trust, this is so over rated man. You can mess with me but dont mess up my life. Dont you guys have other things to do rather than talking about us and watching every steps we're making? Take a look on yourself before you talk about others. Plus, please take a good care of your children cause you havent seen anything from them, YET :)

Fun Friday

2009-12-19T09:05:00.000-08:00

Last night i slept over my cousin's house which is in Damansara. She fetched me, my other cousin and my sister around 11 something and we went out for dinner. And then she drove us to her house, its quite far actually but not really. Ah, whatever. I cant remember what happens next ahaha. But the only thing i remember is i cant sleep through the night. Because i find it hard to sleep other than on my own bed. Finally i did. But its nearly dawn. While im having my dreamless-uncomfortable sleep, i heard my cousin says Bangun laa, dah pagi.... yadayadaydada....... I fell asleep again. I didnt get enough sleep -___-. Around 8 something im awake bcse of my cousin's loud voice! Okkkayy, you wouldnt let me gettin enuf sleep hah? Haha.

After that we went to Ikea to have our lunch. We're staaaarving bcse we skipped breakfast. I ate a lot! Seriously. I can barely walk. But then kitorang jalan jalan dulu kat ikea. And i do bought some things :) Then we went to a interior shop or something, i got no idea what's the shop name exactly. My cousin need to buy things for her shop so dia borong GILA kat situ. We waited for her about an hour! It was damn boring so i asked my other cousin bawak pegi minum. I had ice kacang. Its been a long time since the last time i ate it. After that we went home cause i miss Dya ! And oh, my mom told me that she missed me a lot.

At night, i went to Uptown Damansara with my cousin and her boyfie and my baby ♥
Actually we're all got no idea how to get there. Hahaha. And we got SESAT for a while. Then tanya tanya orang -___-! Lama jugak lah kan sebenarnya. Then i dengan Apit cant hold our bladder, seriously. Sebab before tu kitaorang pergi minum dulu. Its kinda funny. Tapi takpe, masa otw tuu tgk mcm2 video clip and then smpi kat lagu Shakira- She Wolf kitorang gelak gelak. The last part tu sumpah lawak. hahaha. And then berhenti jap kat Kayu Nasi Kandar, me, Apit, and my cuz's boyfie went to the toilet without saying a word sebab semua dah tak tahan. Hahaa .Bila dah masuk kereta, haaaaa, semua dah ceria ! Haha. Then cari cari jalan, borak borak apa semua, sampai jugaaaak :) Jalan jalan semua, memang letih gila, dengan tak cukup tidur lagi. Sumpah letih. And i bought new sunnies ! He chose for me :) Thank you sayang. Lepas penat gila gila gila jalan, we went home lah, what else heh. I gooooot home, and TAKE A GOOD REST. Fuh, tiring. But i had fun :) Surely do.

Yayyy

2009-12-15T23:20:00.000-08:00

I just got back from Gleneagles Ampang. Guess what im doing thereee? I went to see the baaabyyy ! And of coz lah kan visiting my cousin fo sho. The baby was sooooo cute! Jyeaaah, kecil dan comel :) Gerrraaam sangat. But sadly i cant stay too long coz my aunty had some stuff to do afterward, so we have to get going.

You know what, i slept at 7 am and i woke up around 10! Isnt that cool? I knowwww. Im sooo sleepy now ;( Really do.
Oh no, be strong Adlina, you can do it. Enough having too much sleep.

Cip cip cip

2009-12-15T12:14:00.000-08:00

I just got back from Uptown Danau. I am fucking tired now, seriously. But i cant get my self to sleep, coz i miss my boyfriend so much. Hahaa, boleh tak mcmtu? As usual lah kan, i can hardly sleep. My cousin just gave birth for her first baby this evening, and its a BOY! Congrats to the couple. I cant wait to see the baby, he must be sooo cute. Im very very very excited. I think i'll be going tomorrow. Harap harap jadi lah kan. Today i woke up at 4 pm. I know, lazy brat. I need enough sleep okay. But hell yeah i slept at 6 and how am i be able to wake up early ey? Tomorrow Apit will be having his last paper for SPM. He said "tomorrow i'll be a 'free man'." Yeah, buat lah apa you nak buat k lepas ni. Haha. Cheers to my baby ♥

P/S : I want a pair of new shooooooooes !

Okay, thank youu. Au revoir peeps.

Supreme Sunday.

2009-12-15T12:00:00.000-08:00

Today is my Rajin Day :)

I've noticed that my face had been attacked by loadz of zits. And it's very itchy! Please go away? :(
Soo, i've done myself a facial treatment bcse i have the supplies at home. I suppose to do it at the spa TODAY but last night i argued with my mother so no facial today :( Poor me. But nevermind, i can do it on my own ! Grrrrr.
After that i get myself a bubble bath :) It is sooo relaxing. And fun too! It feels so great man. I love love love love it ♥

And then i get my nails done, and it looks cute ! Okay, now im being perasan. But i have to tell the truth, it really looks cute. My brother says that Yellow is my colour. He says that it suits me best. Oh yeah, my mother also said so. All i can say is, Awww, thank you. And oh i forgot to mention that the nail color im wearing is Yellow. And the shirt im wearing too ! Lets call it, yellow day shall we? Haha. Jokin'. But frankly, i love COLOURS. Im obsessed with it. Seriously.

I think im done here, Hasta la vista !

I find some of these was true :)

2009-12-13T10:52:00.000-08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2009-12-13T10:43:00.001-08:00

Stop ruining my life you people .

Wowweee !

2009-12-08T23:42:00.000-08:00

I slept late, 6 am this morning eventho yesterday was a tiring day for me and i got up around 12pm. Earlier than before. I still cant figure out why i cant sleep early though i am very very tired? Geez, its driving me crazy. Okay, enough talking about that.

I just had my lunch just now. Eating ALONE -__-! I dont really mind about that buttttttt, i do mind my family went to Alamanda and didnt brought me along? Gosh. I knew i was sleeping but dorang boleh je kan kejut ! Grrrr. Now, im waiting for them to come home and i asked my mother to take me to the hairdresser coz im getting my monthly treame :) My hair is terrible man. I wish i've got a longer hair, still wishing.

The Birthday Girl :)

2009-12-08T10:45:00.000-08:00

Say Cheese?

2009-12-07T22:40:00.000-08:00

Today is 8th December and somebody's grown up :)

Happy Birthday Mimin !

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Mimin,

Happy Birthday to youuu !

Hope this special day means a lot to you
With love, Adlina ♥

Messy Monday

2009-12-07T22:29:00.000-08:00

As usual, i slept at 5 am and woke up at 3 pm. I was woken up by a phone call from mama saying my dad has got back from Bandung. Thus, i washed my face and brushed my teeth. Then i get myself downstairs and looked around. I didnt see my father nor one of his luggages. There was only my brother alone lying on the couch watching tv. I was puzzled and asked myself, Where's everybody? I sat down, and waited. And think, Mama cakap macamtu sebab nak bagi aku bangun ke apa? If its true, its not funny man. Suddenly i heard my father's voice coming from the kitchen. I was like, Haaaaaaaaaaaaa, ada pun! Hee. I pergi kat dia and salam lah kan :) And we had our lunch together. We talked about Bandung and then bla bla bla. And after that dia bagi kat kitaorang things that he bought for us. Cool :)

At night, we went out for dinner.

Nothing much happen today tho.

Nite people, xoxo.

2009-12-07T04:55:00.000-08:00

SEE-GAR-RATS?

Hectic Day.

2009-12-06T08:41:00.000-08:00

This morning i went to Kuang for attending mama's cousin's wedding. It was booooring -___-' And harini panas gila okay plus kat sana ramai GILA orang. Gosh, can you imagine hows the condition is? I didnt get enough sleep last night, i was really tired. At first i didnt want to go, but my mum forced me to follow her couse my father aint going for he's in Bandung now. So, mama nak i teman lah. So, what to do, ikut jugak lah. Well, i know im a good girl :P HAHA. It took more than one hour to get there. Lama kan? Grrr.I know i shouldnt be going, sayang mak punya pasal lah kan? Haha. We reached there, makan makan makan, sembang2. Then we went home :) I was so excited to hear that. Heee. I was really tired, like seriously.

When i got home, mama ajak pergi One Utama :) Mula mula ingat nak tengok movie, pastuu tak jadi sebab letih nanti tidur pulak dalam movie. Haha. Then after tukar baju semua, kitaorng keluar. My aunty and my cousin was going too. We went shopping and of course lah, my favourite part makan :) And the most interesting part is, THERE WERE SALES EVERYWHERE! I was like, omgee, am i in heaven or what? But sadly, im lack of cash. But i do buy something! Why on earth should i miss that right? While browsing clothes, mama panggil and told me that its nearly 10 and the shop was about to close. I was in shock because tak terasa pun mcm dah lama kat sana. Haha. Then we went home. Everybody was tired. I mean like, REALLY REAAAAALLY tired. Along the way home, i really cant stop thinking about my bed. I need some rest.

A foot massage, perhaps?

Turning Thursday

2009-12-02T23:19:00.000-08:00

Currently im watching Superhero Movie. I got nothing to do. I didnt go to work again todayy. I woke up late, again. Now i am soo hungraaaayy. Crinkle fries would be nice :) My aunty wants me to help her out with the hantaran for doing some last touch. Oh, i forgot to mention that the engagement was on this Saturday. Means 2 more days. Today is my brother's birthday. So,

Happy Birthday Abang Ammar :)

Last night we celebrated his birthday at Jiha' house. Its kind of surprise party for him. He's got no idea that we're celebrating his birthday. Well yeah, if he knows it, its not a surprise anymore aite? I had so much fun last night. And the cake was great ! Its one of Secret Recipes cakes. I barely know whats the cake's name is. Whatever it is the cake was incredible. I ♥ it. I got home around 1 a.m. And i was damn tired. I ate a lot! Like, really a lot. You know how Adlina eats rite, so yeah .

This is boring.

2009-12-02T00:41:00.000-08:00

Today is my Lazy Day.

I didnt go to work today.
I woke up at 3 p.m
Its already 5.45 p.m and i havent take my bath yet
My room looks like hell, messy heaven.
I didnt do anything that involves moving, unless typing.
I didnt switch the tv channel eventho its fucking dumb for i am too lazy to take the remote on the table.
and now, i am still sitting here, doing this and still dont want to get showered.

Weird Wednesday.

2009-12-01T09:38:00.000-08:00

Im having a major issue with myself for
I-JUST-CANT-FALL-ASLEEP !
Now you know it.

Last night i slept at 7.30 a.m and woke up at 1o a.m !
Gosh, i dont know what has got into me.
And now, its already 2 a.m, i just cant sleep again.

WOOT WOOT WOOT !

2009-11-29T23:45:00.000-08:00

Soo, here it is..

I Already Watch New Moon Baaaaybaaaay !

Hookayy, i watched it last Saturday with Apit. The movie was incredible ! It was great great great and greaaaaaaaaat ! Most importantly, my Taylor Lautner is so HOT ♥
He is sooo mine weh . And oh, I cant wait to watch Eclipse :)

Btw, I had so much fun that day. The date went well. I got home around 9 something.
It was a tiring day for me, letih sangat jalan jalan. And makan BANYAK !
Hahaha. I can barely walk after eating so much. It was funny.

2009-11-27T12:04:00.000-08:00

Life is getting hard day by day :(

Strong

2009-11-23T17:57:00.000-08:00

Okayyy, its been a while i didnt update my blog. Fyi, im working :)
Im working at mama's laundry. I want to know how hard to raise money. SEE ! Im pampered , but independent okay ! I know it sounds like i am very proud of myself, in fact i do. Hee :D
I didnt get a big amount of money, but its okay. For 15 years old girl like me, i think it is just nice.
Monday-Saturday is my working days. Sometimes tuu tak pergi lah , hehe.
Pergi kerje pun ikut time sendiri je coz mama puna kedai kan ? Hahaha.
I have to go now, i'll write some more later.
I love you ♥

Tututututuesdayy.

2009-11-17T03:30:00.000-08:00

Finally my period pain is gone :) But ! My fever was really bad, i thought it will be okay. Sadly it isnt :( Its gettin' worse last nite. Ohhhh, poor me. I am ver ver ver verrry tired.

Typical Monday.

2009-11-16T07:20:00.000-08:00

Yesterday wasnt a good day for me. I had a bad fever and major period pain. Gosh, i feels like dying. My head was soo dizzy and all. I cant imagine my condition last night. But THANK GOD ,this morning i woke up my fever was better ! So do the period pain. How lucky i am. Its feels so good maaaan :) I do nothing interesting today. I went to my aunty's house cause she wanted me to snap some pictures of her chocolate thingy and bla bla blaa. Then i went home and .........
DO NOTHING !

Isnt that great? Urghhhhh.

And oh, i forgot to mention that my brother came back from Malacca last nite for his semester break i thinkk. Entohhhhh laaah. Its a MAJOR Breakdown ! His annoying. Grrrr. Sometimes tu okay jugak laah. So yeah. Tomorrow Apit will be going to that fucking boarding school. Ohh myyy, i dont want him to gooo. Alah, takpe, kejap je tuu kot. Sabar adlina sabar.
Bodoh gila sekolah dia, kena ambik exam kat asrama pulak. Btw, all the best for him :)
Oh yeaaaaa, i just find out that PMR results will be taken in December.
I am fuckin nervous maaaan !

Fiuhh,

2009-11-16T04:55:00.000-08:00

Hoookkaayy , this is what i've done tonight. I didnt feel very well, i just got a fever. But in the beginning its not really bad. So I went to Shazlin's house for a makan makan with Bella and Jiha. Just a normal gathering and so on. I thought Nadia is going too but she didnt ! Grrr. I haven't seen her for weeks. Rindu kau lah weh. After makan makan , chill kejap then Jiha got a phone call from her dad asking her to go home. And i pun kena balik sebab i tumpang diorang. Then i went to Jiha's house. My fever is getting worse. Apit wanted to meet me up coz he has to stay at a boarding school in Kajang on next Tuesday for having his SPM papers. Gosshh, im gonna miss him so much. So i went to Cafe to meet him. My fever got worse and worser. So he gave me some panadol, i ate it and i went home. Oh i forgot, not yet. I chilled at Jiha's house first and around 12 i got home safe and sound :) As i got into my house, i aint thinking about anything else unless for MY BED. I was damn tired. I layed down, and it feels like, YEAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH !

Super Sunday

2009-11-14T22:51:00.000-08:00

Its Sunday. Another boring day for me. I can't go anywhere coz my period pain hasnt gone away yet. But it felts better than last night. Guess what, this tummy sore driving me craaazy. I cant do anything, even SLEEPING. Grrr. I slept at 7.00 in the morning and woke up at 12.00. See, i told you its killing me. This is the worst, i never felt like this before. Okay, enough talking about this shit. Currently im watching I love you. Beth Cooper . By the way, i havent passed up my text book yet. Gosshhh, i dont know what am i suppose to do, coz i dont have ANY of em' in hands. They're all gone. I just knew that books can run away, they know i dont like them.

I am totally needing some cash right now. Im broke man. I want new shoes, new dress, new handbags, new new new new new more NEW ! Isnt it easy if we can produce money while doing nothing? Agree? I know you do.
I gotta find a way to make money ♥
KACHING !
$$$$$

Saturdayyyyyy

2009-11-14T00:00:00.000-08:00

I got nothing to do. I am soooo damn boring. Im watching Monsters vs Aliens now. Kinda cool actually. My stomach aches like hell for i got my period today. Grrr. I need some rest, toodles.

Woot.

2009-11-13T05:27:00.001-08:00

* Masalah kan ?

I woke up early today :) I am verrry proud of it. Bella sleepover my house last nite because her parents was in Penang. We went for breakfast at mamak with Apit and Pyoi. And oh before that, Apit suppose to drive his car nak bawak kitaorang pergi makan and suddenly his car wont start. He said that it is something wrong with the battery. Then we changed our plan. We went to mamak with Bella's car. I dont know hows the car condition is now, wheter its okay or macam tu lagi haha. I would love to know actually. Nevermind. We reached there and apa lagi, makaaan la. My roti canai sucks. Tak sedap. After having ourselves some breakfast, we chilled for a while and went home. Bella and I ingat nak tengok movie at this one particular website, we got sooo excited . Butttt, it loads veerrryy slowwww weh -__-! Penat tunggu, and we fed up, so yeah. And then Bella went home coz she has to attend her tution class. Hence, im making my way to the bed, for i am sooooo sleepy ! While im having a verry nice - dreamless sleep, suddenly my phone rang. I answered it and it was from Bella. She said that she locked herself outside her house so she cant get herself in. Haha. Sian dia. Then she came over to my house, i was still sleepy then i sambung balik tidur :) Sorry lah tak layan Bella sangat time ni. Hee. After few minutes sleeping, my stomach is grumbling. Its craving for food. Hell yeah, i havent got my lunch yet and its already 4.30 p.m. Makan makan makan, tengok tv, mandi. While im in the shower, Bella told me that she's going home. Oh yaaa, i bought a new shampoo yesterday and its smells goooooooood :) I get myself dry and put some clothes on. I hairdry my hair. Online online online, tengok tv and bla bla bla, and here i am now. Writing this. Bella ajak pergi cafe and i have to go now. I'll write some more later. XOXO ♥

Najihah Razman .

2009-11-10T06:51:00.000-08:00

Be strong sayang , and thanks for what you did, i really appreciate it :)
I LOVE YOU BABE ♥

3.32 A.M in the morning

2009-11-05T11:32:00.000-08:00

Wokkkaayy, i gott nothing to do mann. Damn boring. Currently im playing Cafe World. Of course lah kat Facebook kan :) Its fuuun ! I just started playing it a while ago. Im feeling like talking, but i got nobody to talk to. Grrrr. Well, im goin' maaaddd-ah. Oh yaaaa, i ate LASAGNA for my dinner at Delifrance and it is amazingly DELICOUS. I was craaaving for it since i was in Medan. Kat sana Hampeeehhh, u hardly find western foods there. Ahhh, yea lah, i pun satu, pergi medan cari western food buat apa kan. Jyeah, haha. Anyways lets talk about my experience in Medan. Okay, of course i would love to start with the foods there. Some of em' were okay, but few was a harsh man. Firstly i like the Nasi Padang. It was cool :) More than 10 dishes were served and i think it was almost 30 or 20 lah kot. Then i like Ayam Penyek, Nasi Ambang or Nasi Sayur, Mee Aceh, Ice Koteng * Hahaha, i know it sounds like - EUWW ! , then i like the Murtabak. Its different than its made here. Actually dia mcam telur dadar. Hahaha. Butt, there's also foods that i dont like which is Sate Padang, Mee Kuah and Keropok KULIT KERBAU*It smells man. Yuckk !

Medan was extremely BORING and dirrrrtaayhhh . And yeah, im a millionare bila kat sana. Padahl ciput je tau. Hahaha. And oh, I also can speak Indonesia. The peoples there told me that i can speak Indon Very fluent. Iamveryproudman! Hahaha. It was very tiring, fiuhh ~
Okay, enough talking.

Tomorrow morning i'll be going to Jalan TAR for accompany-ing my aunty to buy things for her son's engagement. She said that i always make a good choice and aku tengah kembang sekarang, hahaha. Okay, whatever. Haha. I better get some sleep now. Good Night All, Ohh sorry, Good Morning :) I'll write some more later, XOXO !

This is what you do when boredom strikes

2009-11-05T09:45:00.001-08:00

2.08 A.M.

You light up my life :)

2009-11-05T09:18:00.001-08:00

Sweet Monday

2009-11-02T08:42:00.000-08:00

Today was normal. Nothing interesting happened. I went to klcc with mama and my aunty coz nak cari tempat cincin for hantaran and so on. On my way back Jiha called, dia ajak teman pergi cafe dia laparrrr. I got home , chill jap, diorang dah datang. So i went out. Kat luar hujan, so tak best sangat lah. Gelap je. Bila dah sampai sana Nudya was already there with her friends. So join je lah kan. Lepak2 , maghrib balik ah apa lagi. Then chill kat rumah, tengok tv. Then my brother said that Jiha's lookin' for me so i keluar lah dia ada kat depan rumah. Then makan jap tukar baju baru keluar lepak. Bosan bosan pergi rumah Nudya jap. Gelak gelak apa suma, pastu nak pergi breakfast esok pukul 8. Tah boleh bangun ke tak aku ni pun taktahu lah. Hopefully bangun lah kan. But mama ajak jog, i dont know which one i should ikut? Haha. Nanti lah pikir k. Then balik rumah, online. Find out that ada lah my friend sorg ni is mad at me. I got nooooo idea that he's mad at me. Takde intention pun nak sakit kan hati dia or apa. Tau tau je dia marah. I've said my appologies but no respond. I am so so sorry :( He's a great friend tho . I am sooo sorry friend.

2009-11-02T08:36:00.000-08:00

2009-10-31T09:54:00.000-07:00

DO YOU LOVE ME OR YOU LOVE ME NOT?

Good Girl :)

2009-10-31T09:21:00.000-07:00

Today i tak keluar rumah pun. Jiha and Bella came over to my house. Lepaaaak :) Malaaaas sangat nak keluar. Stayed at home, menggila dengan dorg. Kitaorang hangout untill midnight. Parents tak ada rumah but kitorang langsung tak merayap ! Incredible kan ? I know. Haha. Time our parents ada kat rumah keluaaa je keje, bila takde memerap kat rumah. Bagus betul. Well, good girls lah katakan. But i had fun. Thanks babes <3 I love you guys !

Prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

2009-10-30T23:49:00.000-07:00

The only thing thats on my mind is...

BORING, BORING AND MORE BORING !

2009-10-28T22:20:00.001-07:00

2009-10-28T13:25:00.000-07:00

She enjoys her life every single day .

I dont care about what people thinks about me. And surely i dont want to know.
I dont like wasting my time talking about others for im not good enough to talk about them.
I might not be perfect like others, but i love the way i am.
I hardly understands myself and so do you. I always changed my mind.
I do what i want to do. And i dont like following other peoples steps.
I love everythings new. But i get bored easily.
I hardly trust someone, but once i did, forever i will.
I laugh oftenly but that doesnt means im always happy. I dont share my problems with others.
To someone new, i didnt talk much.
Sadly i am not a shy person. I do whatever im feeling to. And sometimes its humilliating.
I dont cry in front of others.
Once i fall for you, its hard for me to move on.
I always hiding something.
Its important to me to make others feel happy better than myself.
I get hurt easily but i did not blame you for that.
My words might hurted peoples feelings sometimes but i dont ever meant to do so.
I find that is so many mates to laugh with but none could shed my tears.
If you doesnt like me the way i am then go away.
Friends sometimes stab you behind your back and so do i.
I believe in karma.
I care about whom i love. But it didnt meant im hoping you to love me back.
And yes, i know that there are always people talks behind my back. But I dont mind.
People makes mistakes and so do i.